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belle isle tonight was absolutely beautiful.

the weather here is basically perfect. maybe a little on the cold side, but i still love it.

im starting to feel like im honestly making a life here.

the more time goes on, the less i look back.

p.s. pics from 1117 grace st.

last night someone asked me:

"why would you like your heart being pulled in two directions?"

i said:
"i dont know. i just love joose and uncertainties."

science vs. romance

"facts versus romance you go and call yourself the boss
but we're not robots inside a grid text versus romance
you go and add it all you want
still we're not robots inside a grid. "

jenny lewis is a beauty.

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(like gator)

seriously, the song totally is an illustration of modern-day enlightenment thinking.
the whole "reason vs. emotion" conflict.

readings in literature for you:
even when people during the Renaissance were trying rationalize everything out, they satirized the fact that emotion would always inevitably rule.
even when people try to think things over theyll always go with the
emotional decision.
check out:
CANDIDE by VOLTAIRE or....
GULLIVERS TRAVELS by JONATHAN SWIFT

this definitely, definitely not ok.
isnt there something telling you that there is something wrong with the situation?

yeah, i highly doubt it.

p.s. anyone want a cut copy ticket??

i really love

rain, good conversation, unexpected texts.

it makes things here even better.

but, i miss gator!

gahhhh, hes such a beauty.

the other thing i miss:

its weird how drastically things have changed in a matter of one and a half months.

p.s. DANCE PARTY TONIGHT

CUT COPY TOMORROW

DANCE PARTY SATURDAY

!!!

"do you believe in soul mates?"

sorry, but i dont think i do.
i think that maybe its an excuse to be able to hope that something will pan out eventually.
that in the midst of broken hearts, pointless feelings and worries every human being will find complete happiness at some point.

optimism at its finest?(definition: optimism is an outlook on life such that one maintains a view of the world as a positive place)
everything counts.
every small fucking detail.

everbody wants to rule the world.

today i went to all my classes.

and it felt great!

needless to say i feel very accomplished.

i cant wait to be an english teacher. its one thing that i know will make me happy.

ill get cool presents like this BEST TEACHER patch

<---- for teacher appreciation week. and gift cards to starbucks! AND i can leave the state of virginia and have a job anywhere i want.

p.s. bluegrass show or no blugrass show? im not sure whether i should go or not.

i do love

BANJOS!

something interesting about banjos:

The banjo is a stringed instrument developed by enslaved Africans in the United States, adapted from several African instruments.[1] The name banjo commonly is thought to be derived from the Kimbundu term mbanza. Some etymologists derive it from a dialectal pronunciation of "bandore", though recent research suggests that it may come from a Senegambian term for the bamboo stick used for the instrument's neck.

for a minute i lost myself.

i think its stupid that a title for a blog is required. maybe i dont want to name it all the time!

what else i think is stupid:

people not being straight up.

nothing to do

having pbr with nothing to do!

right?

there are lots of other things i think are stupid, but im not going to elaborate.

because it doesnt matter.

dear weekend,

please hurry up. i dont mind that the camping plans fell through. and i dont mind about cut copy, either. ive gotten used to strange situations and im positive that i can handle it.

this whole thing just one-hundred percent weird. weird like

the obvious sexual tension between Hollywood siblings

<------------ jake and maggie gyllenhaal.

i mean, they act like theyre dating!

p.s. i dont hate anyone. and i hope that everyone stops giving me a reason to WANT to hate them very soon.

im here with all of my people!

go listen to the presets.

<-----i mean, look how awesome they are!

soooo australian. (much like theyre headlining band: CUT COPY!)

check em out!

p.s. i really like richmond today.there are a handful of things i miss about chesapeake, but today, richmond is perfect. i like it. i also like honesty and nice teeth.

<--------------- a diagram of teeth.

what a cool picture.

p.s. soul garage tomorrow at STICKY RICE. the hippest place in richmond. ive got no clue who they are but the description mentioned DISCO. of course im there!