last night my mom threatened to make me come back home at the end the school year.
as much as i miss a few people there, if i was forced to live there again, i would just completely break away from my family.

i could never handle that area again.
i mean, i know that at times richmond is a little ridiculous and hard to handle, but this is where i should be.
not in hickory with a bunch of spoiled, stuck up "country girls".
obviously im just going to have to wait and see what happens, but i cant help but be full of anger/sadness/ worry and about twenty other emotions all combined.

chesapeake gave me nothing but a warped view on how to live and how to be happy.