completely

emotionally worn down.
i cant act like i dont care anymore, because i do.
which is the problem.

i need a new life here.
i need to try harder to separate myself.

my tarot:
"in order to find out the truth with others, you need to be honest with yourself first. you need to seek the truth and figure out how you truly feel."
i guess its true.

sorry everyone, for my fuck you post.
sorry rachel.
maybe im a little irrational sometimes, but im done forgiving everyone.